Falling

When I walk the path of my existence
I feel around me no resistance
Of the people who walk beside me
What I once was will be no longer
Where I get weaker, you grow stronger
Ktulu is calling..(he’s calling me)

The end is near as I can hear
The call of the beast called weakness
which I do not fear

As I am falling from hero to zero
Escaping my fate and destiny
I am falling from hero to zero
‘Cause I just don’t deserve to be
And so..I keep on falling..

The role I used to play
Makes it harder for me to say
The hero in me is dead
As I laid him to rest inside my head

‘Cause I am falling from hero to zero
Escaping my fate and destiny
I am falling from hero to zero
‘Cause I just don’t deserve to be
Ktulu is calling..

Tonight I fall into decay
And weak as I am
I have nothing more to say
I just don’t feel like giving a damn..

I am falling from hero to zero
Escaping my fate and destiny
I am falling from hero to zero
‘Cause I just don’t deserve to be
And so I keep on falling until eternity (until eternity)

Written and copyrighted by Christophe261
(Remember, it’s just a song..)

The Past & The Future

Sometimes I wish that time could be turned back
And the future could be foreseen..

In my head, there’s a hole so black
Filled with memories of being stabbed in the back
And of myself doing things that were unwanted

It’s not that I’m a criminal
Or some guy with a lifestory so long..
I’m just a normal person, but all in all
I can’t act like nothing ’s wrong
My life is short and my problems small
But sometimes I can’t handle them all

People change and so did you
Memories are strong and when I see your face
I can only feel contempt, in the first place..

I don’t know what the future will bring
And I can’t foresee any broken wing
Eventhough I’m the only one who can make my future..

Miserie en amusement op een doopfeest.

Vandaag ben ik naar de doop geweest van de zoon van de tante van mijn stiefbroer (amai ..). Het is een vrij gelovige familie en dus moest ook deze jongen er aan geloven. Daarna was er een feest bij de grootouders van Fabio (de kleine gedoopte). Een groot deel van de familie was aanwezig, en het was heel tof. Die grootouders hebben in hun tuin een ingebouwd zwembad waar iedereen met volle teugen van kon genieten. Hoewel ik geen enkel intentie had om in het water te duiken, heb ik dat water toch van dichtbij gezien.. Ik stond aan de rand van het water in mijn nette kleren, met gsm, iPod, portefeuille en nog meer in m’n zakken. Plots ..lag ik in het water. Een van de familieleden vond het grappig om mij er in te duwen. Op dat moment zelf vond ik het niet zo grappig, omdat mijn gsm en iPod nu beide stuk zijn.. Maarja achteraf kan ik er wel mee lachen. Uiteindelijk was het nog een vrij toffe dag, ook al verstond ik niet altijd evenveel van het spaanse gebrabbel van mijn stieffamilie

Morgen ga ik mijn inschrijving op de hogeschool compleet maken en ga dan ook eens gauw kijken voor een nieuwe gsm en iPod..

Some Quotes

“The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.”
- Ralph Waldo Emmerson

“It is better to suffer wrong than to do it, and happier to be sometimes cheated than not to trust. “- Samuel Johnson

“Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else’s.” – billy wilder

“Few friendships would survive if each one knew what his friend says of him behind his back. ” – Blaise Pascal

“To cement a new friendship, especially between foreigners or persons of a different social world, a spark with which both were secretly charged must fly from person to person, and cut across the accidents of place and time. ” – Cornelia Otis Skinner

“Perhaps the most delightful friendships are those in which there is much agreement, much disputation, and yet more personal liking.” – George Eliot

“Friendship is a plant of slow growth and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.” – George Washington

“In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends” – Martin Luther King Jr.

“The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.” Rachel Naomi Remen

“Disobedience, the rarest and most courageous of the virtues, is seldom distinguished from neglect, the laziest and commonest of the vices.” – George Bernard Shaw

“An individual who breaks a law that conscience tells him is unjust, and who willingly accepts the penalty of imprisonment in order to arouse the conscience of the community over its injustice, is in reality expressing the highest respect for the law.”
- Martin Luther King Jr.

“When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.” – Harriet Beecher Stowe

“My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I’m happy. I can’t figure it out. What am I doing right?” – Charles Schulz

“A useless life is an early death.” – Goethe