regret

Quand j’écoute la musique
Je me regrette mon amour
Ce n’était pas vraiment unique
ce n’était jamais pour toujours

Quand je regarde à la mirroir
Je vois mes regrets
Quand j’ouvre les tiroirs
De mon coeur

words unspoken

Last night I prayed to god
Don’t let her slip out of my hands now
I begged him please
Don’t let her walk away now

She means more to me than words can say
Thank you..for everthing
I thank god for her every day
She is my right wing

Let me be there for you,
Don’t lock your heart

In search of love

All I want is to feel the warm embrace
All I want is to see the face
Of a woman who loves me
And lets me be free
Of a woman who lets me be me

I just wanna be loved
Don’t want to be so alone
I just wanna be a little less on my own
I want a woman who I can protect
And who will detect
That what I feel is always real

I wanna be there for her in the morning light
I wanna be there in the middle of the night
And when I know her name,
My life will never be the same
Not anymore

Flowers and dinners with candle light
Watching the stars in the moonlight
Breakfast in bed and words unsaid
Romance lives, it isn’t dead

Don’t let the looks fool you
Inside is all the beauty
And I don’t wanna make the same mistake
That most people make

But when an angel from paradise
Will come down to planet earth
Everyone will realise
That she is love in disguise

Dark

Darkness surrounds me
As I walk in the forest
The road is lonely and no one is near
Alone, filled with fear
I walk the road

A glimp of hope shattered on the floor
As the feeling of love crumbled inside me
Is this it or will there be more?

Every step gets darker and darker
The only light is the bit of hope that sparkles in my eyes
But even hope gets lost sometimes

Turning my back against the light
As I walk into the night
I say goodbye for now..
It’s time to let go and pass away somehow

…
Seducing you’re faith
Flirting with pain
In the end, it’s all the same
Never enough
you want more and more
The taste of this love
Points at the door

A thousand tries
A thousand fails
You’re heart is crushed
By a thousand nails
You tried so hard
That your mind got weak
You fell apart,so we speak
…

Twisted

Come and take me
On a single trip
Just be quick
Let’s make a slip

Been fooled once
Been fooled twice
Don’t you see
His twisted lies?

You’re not the first
Not the last
Not his everything.

Trust I seek
But I just find
Only you
And your empty mind

You and me
We’re not the same
Love to me
Is not a game.

Play the game
End up hurt.

I’ll take you there

The world is open for us,
Baby, you and me
All the places we’ve known
Can’t you see
I’ll take you anywhere
Even across the sea

Paris or amsterdam
Budapest or London
Los Angeles or New York
The world is open for us,
Baby, you and me

I’ll take you anywhere,
Across the seven seas
The lands are full of mysteries
I’ll take you to the stars
If that’s where you want to be

We’re still young and alive
The world has many secrets to reveal
I’ll take you for a skydive
To set the feeling free
That I wanna make you feel

Memories are scattered all around
I want you to touch the sky
To be free and not imprisoned
Heaven is our next stop

I’ll take you anywhere,
Across the seven seas
The lands are full of mysteries
I’ll take you to the stars
If that’s where you want to be

I’ll take you for a trip
A trip inside my mind
Inside you will find
Scars of a silent past
Love of the living present
And secrets of a hidden future

The world is open for us
Not by car, by plane or by bus
We will fly like angels do
Fly on the clouds of love

You’re my angel.

Het is zelfgeschreven, maar ik zie mezelf niet als een dichter. Iedereen kan dit schrijven. Just let your fantasy flow. Ik zie het zelf ook niet als een kunstwerk van hoog niveau, maar gewoon iets uit m’n gedachten dat ik neerschrijven wilde.

the last goodbye

A lonely road I walked
In the distant stood one single tree
A pretty young girl there was,
Not noticing me
To the tree she talked
And said:
“I want to meet the man I’ve never met.
He can be my life
And I will be his wife”

Love came to me and said:
“She’s the girl you need”
Then Cupid came to me and said:
“She is pretty, indeed
but way out of your lead
She can never love you
Because her heart is reserved for the happy few
One of them will become her man
And take the roll you never can”

She deserves the best, I know
That’s why I should better go
She is not the one for me
Our love is never meant to be
To the north I should head
So I can slowly forget
The wonderful women inside my head

Love came to me and said:
“I have to go for now
But someday you will somehow
Meet the right girl for you..”
Cupid interfered and said:
“then my arrows will do
just what they are supposed to do.”

This gave me hope, but still I grief
She stole my heart, the little thief.

This is life.

Family, friends, dreams and hopes; sleeping and studying and more; well, this is life.

sweet dreams

The holiday hasn’t started yet or it is already tormenting me! Most of all,I would like to sleep and sleep and sleep even more. BUT! These two weeks are no gift from god. In January we have our exams so I have to study. As slowly as it goes..but it is a necessity.
I would like to sleep and dream, or daydream, about some wonderful things an persons. About this girl I like, but who doesn’t like me in the same way as I like her, or about the bright future without any problems, or just about passing my exams without studying (which is impossible). I like to sleep on comfy matresses or in my sofa or somewhere comfortable. I like dreaming about everything. Sometimes I would like that they become a real thing or a real event, but that never happens. Sometimes, my dreams are a little bit strange (zombies,etc.) but mostly their are nice. Sometimes they are love stories and rarely are they about real death.

My world would fall apart if there would be no sleep, dreams or imagination. That one person on my mind.. well she’s far greater than most people in history.

family & friends
Christmas is coming and this is a moment to celebrate with your family. My family is very important to me and this is why I prefer to celebrate this with them. This is a moment in which we put our differences aside and tell that we love eachother.
My family will always come first. They are the ones I share my life with: my mother, my father, my brother … They are the one with the same blood running through their veins as mine.

My friends are also important. I don’t have many, but I cherish the few I have. Those people are important. They may not live in my nearness but still..they are the one I can rely on. They make my life a little easier to live. I just couldn’t wish for better friends. I love them.

girls

The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap.
- Nickelback

I haven’t found the love of my live yet, but I know that someday she’ll be there and I will know it. Sometimes I think to have found that special girl, but I do realise I’m just in love with this girl. I don’t know if she can or will be the right for me. I just believe that if she is or some other girl is, I will feel and know it. I believe in love at first sight. And I believe that love can be forever. I don’t like people who find a girl and play them.I just don’t want a flirt. I want real love.

fame

‘Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars and live in hilltop houses, drivin’ fifteen cars
- Nickelback

I dream of being a rockstar. I just wanna get on a stage doing my thing and hear those people scream my name and sing my songs. It’s a dream that probably never will come true, but it is a dream.. I wanna be famous. I want people to know my name. I wanna be on stage with some of my heroes. That would be cool. I want to make music and to reach as many people as possible. I want them to get a certain feeling with my songs. I want to touch their hearts with my lyrics. I want to express the way people feel so they can relate to my songs.

But this will most likely stay a dream.

Ik voel me zo verdomd alleen

Had ik maar iemand om van te houden. Twee zachte armen om me heen die me altijd beschermen zouden. Ik voel me zo verdomd alleen.